your daily dose of marlene…

• I can spend an endless amount of time/days doing the sudoko puzzles, without rest and food
• The teenagers of today, sicken and worry me about the issues they’re facing when they should be living out a life of childhood and not adulthood
• Ashamed of my past, but living through it and living out the present
• Jigged most of HSC year but killed subjects, considering i didn’t study for it!
• Loves to shop but never have enough money some how
• Pedantic about paper on my work desk
• Majored in the script of "Coming to America", "Clueless" and "F.R.I.E.N.D.S"
• Everything must be a right angle - otherwise, its a wrong angle !
• Irritates easily when it comes to papers not being placed in my in tray. haha
• Caught this wank at work staring at my butt and humiliated him for being a PERVERT! He really IS a pervert.. not just at work though. EVERYWHERE!
• Talks to me and Raljk’s puppy, Turbo, as if it were real
• Enjoys shopping for lingerie but hates not finding my bra size in particular. 10D is hard to find -  and i thought it was EASY!
• Joining the Fitness First to get more fit and skinnier. Too flabby - gotta tone it downnnn =)
• Hunting for a skimpy bikini
• Kissing, hugging and spending time with Raljk can never bore me
• Haven’t been to a YFC camp in ages
• Punched a hole in my wall from being so angry at Raljk
• Acts like a princess
• Raljk is my prince
• Fairly bitchy face but fairly nice underneath it all
• Nightmares are frequent
• Needs spiritual healing
• Raljk courted me - without getting ANYTHING from me, for 9+ months- maybe close to a year
• Was supposed to go to Norway for drama, in year 8
• Loves pek pek shorts
• Would spend an obscene amount of money on shoes
• Yellow gold is better
• Starting the savings on my wedding, car and house
• Work in a PAC MAN warehouse
• Gets angry if things aren’t done the way i things to be done! Ugh, one of my worst traits!
• Hates dirty sluts who throw themselve’s at guys - there are SO many i can mention! HAHA
• Would love to go to Phils soon-ish, but not enough money will be saved up with my crap pay!
• Can’t be silent and appreciate a movie. Alot of critising and talking will be heard by ME- that’s what 7 years of drama does to you
• Believes diamond rings should be given to a wife when she: gets engaged, married, has a baby, passes a decade of marriage, second and third baby.. and so forth! haha jk
• Topped music and drama throughout high school
• Surprisingly has self control
• Alot of people have NO IDEA what I’ve had to go through - a whole load of crap!
• I appreciate my God given talents
• I often forget I’m 19. I don’t think I’m anything younger though.
• Slowly but SURELY gaining more confidence
• Enjoy the company of my friends, Raljk and Turbo
• Hazelnut lattes.. mmm
• Blackbird is so shit, but convenient for a quick feed and fairly priced meals
• Face is going through HELL!
• Quit smoking
• I don’t live off a man’s wealth.
• Despise women who do.
• Shakespeare’s, "Romeo and Juliet" has the most romantic lines in history
• Male ballet dancers are the best ballet dancers
• Dying to see ballet on stage
• The Orchestra is beautiful to hear but makes me sleep, dammit!
• Looking forward to Queensland with my baby
• Half of my belts don’t fit me coz they’re too big now
• I flash my work mates my bum, if I’m wearing sexy undies or a pretty g-string
• PowerPoint presentations aren’t in my job description, but i make up stupid ones to my team when i get bored of what I’m doing
• Take Raljk for granted some times
• I make it up by showing him how much i love him when i get over myself and realise how stupid I’m acting.
• Enjoy cooking for my family, but hate it when my dad finishes it without giving me notice. gargghh! haha
• Anticipating my P’s - i know, I’m a dork for not getting them earlier
• Laura from IDOL should get out, James should fix his fckd up teeth, Laura should go.. Laura should go!
• Realised that my fear will only go as deep as i allow it
• Wouldn’t mind being a house maid - cleaning is therapeutic
• Maths.. NUMBERS are exciting! Thus, my bored days are spent revising on my HSC Math notes.
• The Croydon Cafe is the new buzz
• Raljk is the apple of my eye
• I love Raljk
• I love my puppies
• I love my family and friends
• I’m slowly loving myself

  This is Marlene…

Wellity wellity! It’s been a while since i’ve written in this mofo ain’t it!? I have so many things to bog.. i mean.. blog down, haha, but….. knowing me, this probably won’t be an interesting one.

Anyway, this entry is going to be dedicated to my puppy dog, Raljk =) mwa mwa mwa..

Saturdays are usually routined coz after i dance my beautiful butt away, Raljk picks me up, we go to his house and then fall asleep haha, eat… fall asleep… watch a movie.. sleep some more and then early in the morning, Raljk gets his ass up to drive me back to Ashfield. Those are my Saturdays, but instead, my baby picked me up from home coz i didn’t have BOUNCE, and we had a FAB day! It was like a date… awww.. shUcks. =P It’s been so long that i forgot what a date was. hehe. I tried to go shopping but unfortunately and surprisingly, i wasn’t in the mood - which is HARDLY EVER! AND…. i had money to spend! I just didn’t get the same tingly feeling as i usually do when i DON’T have money and WANT to buy all these clothes. haha. No matter.. anyway, we went back home and had a BLOODY great time. And when i mean GREAT time, i mean "OHHH YEH!!! That’s the sh*t!" haha. We walked aimlessly around his area, went back to the house, went to Castle Towers with my Cuz and Gavin to eat sushi.. and then pretty much went home! But overall, there was nothing more i could ask for… hmm, maybe one more thing! haha but other than that, my day was complete.

However, last night was the epitomy of "the sh*t"! haha. My baby took me out on another date! It was so sweet, we got all dressed up and when i come down my stairs, turns out we’re wearing similar outfits, which was totally gay, but Raljk had reservations so we got going. With doors being opened (not that it’s really a surprise, i’m used to it all the time) and all the nice things that come along with that, i was falling MORE in love than i already am, with him. We went to El Phonecian at Parramatta and had Lebanese Cuisine - SOOOO good! I’m actually craving for it now… oh yehhhh! Dammit! Why can’t they sell that in the city! haha. He was so gorgeous that night - not that my baby isn’t on other day.. ! His pouty lips, unbelievably smooth skin, cute little bum,  mus-cles, and many MANY more to mention, are to die for. And thats WHY i’m a lucky girl.. to have a sexy boy who has everything i want in a partner!

Other than that, work’s shitting me this week! I don’t know what it is about it? Maybe it could be that Amber is away until Monday.. but it ain’t leaning towards that.. it’s leaning towaRDS tHE STOOPID PEOPLE IN MY TEAAAAMMMMM who DONT know the ETIQUETTE oF ANSWERING ONE’s PHOne IF AWAY and The REST arE BUSY! gggarrrghhhhh! This one chicki, i’m sure she’s nice, but that doesn’t matter to me right now, doesn’t know the idea of what "Minding the fones" means! I don’t know whether she thinks she’s too good to pick up other phones, or busy, but for fcuks sake! If you’re the only one in the office at 1pm while the rest are out, you dont GOOOOOO to the toilet to change outta your gym clothes! dumb b*tch.. i hate stoopid people.. stoopid girls mainly! haha garrrrghh!

Anyway, i got work drinks tomorrow - after work, saturday i’ve got Bounce and gotta screen some girls who are auditioning as ABS’ dancers at Filo Fiesta, then watching RENT with some of my friends, last-but-not-least, Sunday, i got churchy! All this while my baby is teaching about Graphic Designing at camp. Lucky boy! Has a weekend having to NOT drive me home! haha.. he’ll probably get the best sleep - he better rejuvenate before i pounce on him when he comes back

Thank God it’s FRIDAY tomorrow… ohh yeh!

Have a great week to you too! mwa xox..

Got a hair cut a few days ago coz i was sick of my hair - even though i wasn’t fit to go. Did anyone say stubborn!? haha, i hear that alot from my bubba. Speaking of which, poor bubba! He’s working today while i got to go to my local fete and take all the old ladies belongings for 50 cents or less! I never realised how alike my mother and i are! haha, we seem to just buy things for no reason - well actually, we buy things because of few things:
- They’re cheap
- They’re shiny/sparkly
- For the sake of it
- We can bargain a notes purchase for a coins purchase!

I don’t know what it is with guys though? My dad would say, "Mummy! You don’t have to buy that", "Stop buying things now", "Let’s go home!" and blah blah blah.. my dad was trying to stop us from taking the whole stall - which pretty much was the whole deal of the day! haha.

THEN - i found this raggedy bag and mum and i were looking through it. I joked to my mum saying, "Yo ma, check the wallet and see if there’s money so we can take it". So we open the bag and turns out there was cards and MONEY and everything! I was shocked to think that they would want to sell that with money, so I looked at my mum, not knowing what to do and she looks at me innocently, gets the $50 and says, "I’ll be taking this". HAHA you should’ve seen my face! OMG! ahhaha. it was so funny. i just stared at my mum as if i was the adult, took the money, put everything in the bag back and notified the stall owners. I got my mum’s hand and told her she was going to get punished by God. HAHA, No joke! Seriously, from thinking i was the devil advocate, i didn’t think my MUM - so-called ‘Angel’ would do that! haha. She wasn’t serious though.. i guess you had to be there.

Anyway, i’m going dancing this arvo and then my baby will be picking me up and then going to my uncle’s part-ay!!! Wonder if they’re gonna be any drinks there… hmm.. haven’t had one in a while.. but it’s all good! If i have a drink, i’ll be tempted to smoke and you know what? I HAVEN’T BEEN SMOKING FOR WEEKS NOW!!! Yeh baby! I quit and i’m so proud of myself =)

Cheers to ME!