your daily dose of marlene…

my heart has broken.
my tears are burning.
my faith needs to be restored.
my fingers are cold.
my head needs to start thinking logically now.
my thoughts are hurting.
my body wants nobody.
my confidence is to a minimum.
my trust is still available.
my love for you is pending.

1. I am beautiful.
2. I think i’m ugly.
3. I am revengeful.
4. I am taken for granted.
5. I push people around.
6. I enjoy power.
7. I want to sing.
   
8. I don’t mind being submissive.
9. I love what i do with my loved ones and friends.
10. I buy too much fashion magazines.
11. I don’t know how to dress myself.
12. I am more like my mum.
13. I have a lot of hate.
14. I am capable of giving so much love.
15. I forgive more than i should.
16. I was so scared - i screamed in Scary Movie 4.
17. I remember everything.
18. I eat too much.
19. I know things you thought i never knew.
20. I don’t eat chicken that looks a certain colour.
21. I say ‘I love you’ too much, to the people who definitely already know.
22. I don’t say ‘I love you’ as much to the people who need to know.
23. I drive illegally.
24. I slept over my best friends house - just recently.
    
25. I know you aren’t my friend.
26. I love yellow gold.
27. I enjoy working on my f*cken hot ass.
28. I have bigger boobs than many of you.
29. I wouldn’t mind slapping you.
30. I am a workaholic.
31. I want to dance.
    
32. I enjoy buying lingerie.
33. I love expressing myself.
34. I hate spiders.
35. I scream at spiders.
36. I love little boys.
37. I am reckless.
    
38. I won a pageant. So did my mother.
39. I have an infatuation with puppy dogs.
40. I am proud of my dance students.
41. I am capable of hurting someone in more ways than one.
42. I cannot stop eating chocolate.
43. I love my being underneath the sheets.
44. I am maarte.
45. I am not creative.
    
46. I love shoes (Mollini, Nine West, Dummond, Exported shoes)
47. I don’t go to the gym if its wet weather.
48. I am a snoop.
49. I am a screamer.
    
50. I laugh too much and too loud.
51. I make sure that i am in control of most situations.
52. I don’t take no for an answer.
53. I will not NOT take the chocolate away from you.
    
54. I spend yuor money.
55. I will take advantage of every moment i have with anyone - not always sexually! haha
56. I don’t belong behind a desk.
57. I would love to travel.
    
58. I am deserving.
59. I believe my life lies somewhere else - not here.
    
60. I could be somewhere else.
61. I like being hurt.
62. I love sneazing loud.
    
63. I know i’m stronger.
64. I have been sexually harassed.
65. I am not pregnant.
66. I know i have potential.
    
67. I can make your life a living hell.
68. I know you’re jealous of me.
69. I love Jessica.
70. I miss my old work.
    
71. I am jealous of you - even if i think you’re fucken ugly.
72. I have friends are getting married.
73. I dress for the occasion. Hussy  to Nanna.
74. I am Veruca Salt.
    
75. I never wear enough clothes.
    
76. I remember all the dirty guys i used to hang out with when i was in high school.
77. I hate cheap jewellery - it’s piss.
78. I would buy a $2000+ tea set from Royal Doulton and put it in a cabinet for noone to touch, because its beautiful.
79. I spoil my loved ones.
80. I give people dirties if i don’t like the way they look.
81. I hate stinky people.
82. I love to dance.
    
83. I do my own waxing.
84. I love my family.
85. I don’t have a long tongue.
86. I fall in love.
87. I think you’re undeserving of alot of things.
88. I want to write a book.
    
89. I thank God i learnt from my mistakes.
90. I should’ve slapped you but i didn’t.
    
91. I think i am lazy.
    
92. I have suffered from self mutilation.
93. I don’t do that ‘Emo’ sh*t anymore.
94. I look up to my mum. She’s the epitomy of elegance and grace.
95. I am better than that.
96. I try, but i will never be.
97. I want to get what i want whever i want it.
    
98. I like pricey cosmetics.
99. I still giggle to myself when i think of my first boyfriend.
100. I am a mother.
101. I am in love.
     
102. I belong on a stage.
103. I don’t understand how some people can be so stupid.
     
104. I would like to get married some day.
105. I want Raljk to be the one that asks me to be his wife forever.
106. I just cracked my lip.
107. I have only been asked out once.
     
108. I would rather just pole dance for a living sometimes.
     
109. I have cleaned up after my dog.
110. I die from the thought of blood or blood tests.
111. I survived a pap smear.
112. I try not too be lazy.
113. I want to be a better person.
     
114. I have a strict routine for when i get out of the shower.
115. I lose the back of earrings all the time.
116. I like the rain, but not when i need to be outside.
     
117. I would like to speak to the girls who throw themselves and email my boyfriend.
118. I look good in nothing.
119. I have a problem with guys and dirty, long finger nails.
120. I am about to explode.
121. I dance around my room with or without much clothing.
122. I can’t stand weak people.
     
123. I sound like a witch.
     
124. I like strangers more like i like you.
125. I have not yet been satisfied in any way with my students.
126. I have extremely high standards.
127. I believe that Kristen Kreuk looks like a cockroach.
128. I love Raljk.
129. I think that Jessica Alba looks like she has down-syndrome.
130. I am not a bitch.
131. I am honest.
132. I am shy towards Raljk but confident with other people.
     
133. I look good.
134. I have lower self esteem than you think.
135. I played housey with my man for more than a month.
136. I know that teenagers are becoming more dirtier (sexually) than women in their 20’s or 30’s.
137. I earn my money.
138. I love to give, even though some beg to differ.
139. I want to tell sluts to be afraid.
140. I can talk all throughout the movie and make your time a living hell.
141. I have funny looking legs.
142. I love to kiss.
143. I can’t skateboard.
     
144. I can change incredibly quickly.
145. I am extremely opinionated.
146. I have judged you.
147. I tease you often.
148. I know you copy me.
149. I know more than you think.
150. I am not kidding.