Archive for June, 2006

you need = i chose

Friday, June 9th, 2006

I’ve seen your face a thousand times
Have all your stories memorized
I’ve kissed your lips a million ways
But I still love to have you around

I’ve held you too many times to count
I think I know you inside out
And we’re together most days
But I still love to have you around

You’re the one I want and it’s not just phase
You’re the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don’t go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don’t go away
My lover (my love)
I’m happiest when we spend time

You’re a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around

Heaven knows what will come next
So emotional, you’re so complex
A rollercoaster built to crash
But I still love to have you around

You’re the one I want and it’s not just phase
You’re the one I trust, our love is the real thing
Don’t go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don’t go away
My lover (my love)
I’m happiest when we spend time (it’s only you and I)

It’s you there when I close my eyes
And you in the morning
I never thought you’d still be mine
Or I’d really need to have you around

Don’t go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don’t go away
My lover (my love)
I need you, you’re my love supply

Don’t go away
My love (you’re my love supply)
I want you to stay
In my life (every day, every night)
Don’t go away
My love (you’re my love supply)
I need you, you’re my love supply

Guess who?

Saturday, June 3rd, 2006

I had a dream.

He was amazing and the first time we got formally introduced to each other was through a performance night. We exchanged names, he gave me something and that was it. He danced. I watched. He was very talented. I was impressed. We left and went our separate ways. Different ride. Different location. Different situations.

I would see him around and maybe he was courting me and/or stalking me whenever i went out - but it felt good. Surprisingly, he would find a way to see me and continue to give me small, new presents whenever we would bump into each other. Whenever we would talk, he kept me on my toes and he seemed to always want to impress me with his words. He was a gentleman. He didn’t try any moves on me, even if he wanted to. There was something familiar about him that made me want him to court me. He was exciting, persistant and made me feel like no other person was important but me. It was real and he desired me as much as i desired him. Pangs of love or lust. Whatever it was, it left me wanting more..

He wasn’t my boyfriend.

He was from SKB.